Waiting to See Fulfillment of His Promises While waiting to see the Lord fulfill His promises, it’s not just me being tested… I’m also testing Him. "Your promises have been thoroughly tested; that is why I love them so much." Psalm 119:140 Will you really give me the desires of my heart? Lord, will you really do…

This is EXACTLY the reason I have chosen to start writing about my own struggles as a (fairly new) Christian. I thought it was all BS up until my mid-20s and now that I know JESUS there is no going back. I struggle pretty awful and I feel so ashamed of things I still do (that I wish I didn't struggle with). But the LORD uses it to allow me to minister to others. I share my pain and my heart with them and allow them to share theirs. Blows them out of the water when I don't condemn them but love them regardless. I just say, that's my Jesus.

I am writing this because as I sat many times scouring through the internet trying to find ANYTHING remotely close to what I was going through, I didn’t find my EXACT struggle. When you read this post, you’ll find why… it’s shameful and embarrassing. I ask those of you who…